
He considers this, mouth working infinitesimally around the senbon between his teeth.
What a loaded question. Genma remembers a lot of things: remembers his mother’s gentle hands, remembers his older sister’s laugh, remembers petting their old grey cat with pudgy, unsteady hands.
All of that fades, however. There’s no longer any order to the memories: they remain there, jumbled in the back of his mind, a cacophony of sunshine and static and touch, overpowered by darker, more important thoughts.
“Sorry.” he shrugs, senbon dipping. “I dunno.”